工作上的发泄

最近遇到很多不顺心的事

烦

绝望

走了Roadshow三天

简直是疯了

撒娇

一向来不是我喜欢做的事情

结果为了卖出固本

我被逼的做了我最讨厌的行为

真的火滚

更气的是

我走到脚脱皮了都不能坐下来休息

哇佬

更难以接受的是

卖不到固本

我们要从早上十点做到晚上十点

什么鬼道理

虽然预料到这三天会很难熬

但是真的做到很生气咯

脸上勉强都笑不出

我的脚真的是粘了胶布在脚趾

隔天继续做咯

这个月我只休息1天

想念我的家

我要回家

一个星期多没有回家了

爸爸生病

担心

haiz

我也很想妈妈拉

每天只能在电话里面跟她诉苦却见不到

5555

今天一大早

下楼就被店长教训一顿

你会再离谱多一点

我不是千手光阴咯

我在跟顾客讲解voucher的东西

一个又叫我帮她开单

一个又叫我帮她去跟顾客洗脸

我有几只手哦

难道丢下顾客不理她去帮你们弄东西

真的觉得很不可理喻

宿舍房间没有衣橱

我们把衣服挂在床架

我觉得没有很过分咯

而且才3件而已

却被她骂

我没有看过那么邋遢的女孩子咯

跟非洲难民一样

只可以用两个字来形容你们

恐怖

哇佬

最好是有你说到那么夸张拉

还说要添加我们的压力

衣服和床还要分房来放

我没看过那么奇怪的人咯

还有更多难听的话

本来我打算要请假半天去医院看爸爸的

结果被骂一下

直接不用请假了咯

忍无可忍

我打算找其他的美容院来参考换公司

但是我也要学到他们教我按摩

我才走

因为我要学会做完整个护理先

觉得很委屈

还有很多事情我忍受太多了

别人做不好的东西

每次都是我第一个被骂

不是整间店都是我在管理负责勒

三层楼呀

以为我是超人咩

今天我帮一个顾客做瘦身护理

难以想象

她的身材和穿衣服的时候相差很大

吓到我

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友情冷淡了很多

根本没有多余的时间跟朋友叙旧

就连回到北干

我都觉得很陌生

晚上很迟回到家

隔天又七早八早出门做工了

要在北干看到我还真的很难一下

今天看到诗嘉和maggie

心情总算没有那么糟糕

还是跟她们在一起的感觉比较好

不会让我觉得有压力

反而发了牢骚觉得轻松多了

很久没有跟她们一起去clubbing了

等吧

我不会再放你们飞机了

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男人=难忍

什么时候是真

什么时候是假

我根本已经不会分析了

很多男人喜欢玩心理游戏

不觉得累吗

但是也让我看清楚一件事实

我接受

放在心里的真心话

未必是你不用说别人就知道的

因为我不是心理医生

哪怕这么做是种遗憾

也肯定是种遗憾

摊开来说

或许把话说清楚描述得更明显

反而更明白

男人的话

我可以相信多少

该怎么去相信去了解

我不会也不知道

最幸福的事

很多东西失去了不可能会再回来

尤其是

自己很固执坚持不放弃的东西

更加让人觉得一直活在阴影下

相隔了很久

你觉得自己不再在乎这个东西了

一心一意

想要做一个有事业的女强人

没有人能够让我改变这个念头

直到他出现了以后

我才发现原来我从以前到现在

心里还是有他

可能是这段日子的陪伴

让我不知不觉的依赖他陪在我身边

开始害怕失去他

跟他在一起很自然的让我开心

可能是每一次跟他在一起没压力的感觉

然而为了他

我竟然也会有想要放弃事业的念头

竟然会要抛下身段

做贤妻良母

哈哈哈

很好笑

但是这个确实是我的想法拉

彼此的想法也不会大同小异

所以...

很自然的...

我喜欢上跟他在一起的感觉

我知道中间的过程

没有我们想象中那么容易

我想我会撑下去的

希望你也是

就算遇到再大困难的事情

我们也不轻易放弃对方抛下对方

别人会怎么看我怎么说我

我不在乎

因为我觉得我不是有意这样做的

爱就是爱

我自己也控制不了

就算以后会面对很麻烦的问题

我都不会后悔现在这个决定

我打算不顾一切的去爱你 : p

15 may 2010

最难忘的一个夜晚

我想我永远都不会忘记

因为在他抱着我的那一刻

我竟然在他胸膛哭了

炸

第一次在人家面前直接哭出来

但真的忍不住了嘛

他吓到

我吓到

不过之后回味起来还蛮搞笑的

sweety

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有一天

我们能不能这样相爱

时常拍大头贴..贴满可以贴的地方

加班回来不管多晚都会等你一起睡觉

夜来醒来的时候偷偷亲亲你..然后再继续睡

制定两个人的管理条例..约定生气冷战可以..但不超过30秒

站在栏杆边上..享受你从身后抱着我的温柔

凡事都互相商量..但是尊重对方的选择..并无条件的支持

每个季节都买一套情侣装..每次出门两个人的衣服都要相配

我生病的时候陪我坐在床上..把我的头放在你胸前一起看电视..喂我吃药

如果对方和朋友出去玩..自己不能同行的时候..也要乖巧的等对方回来

一起渡过每一个生日..纪念日..特别的日子

每次拜拜都先祈祷父母平安..然后是祈祷能够永远相爱

* 我 * 回来料~~~

自从做工以后

我根本没有多余的时间拍照了咯

每天看来看去都是一样的照片

显

答朗~

这个就是最新的照片

OMG

难得有照片给我upload上来了

真的是开心

不过这3张照片比较自然

因为我没有化妆赶时间就出门了

嘿嘿

我们去pizza hut吃 pizza

我想吃很久很久了咯

终于等到我提早放工赶去吃了

真的很赞

我吃到一半才想到忘记拍起来

shit

看上去好像order了很多东西

可是我吃不够咯

本来想要叫多一个4片装的hawaii pizza的

结果怕吃不完就算了

晚餐后本来想要去走走的

结果Jusco刚好要关门了咯

10点半

哇佬

不用去楼上走走逛逛了咯

特地来吃了pizza就回家

做工过后就是这么惨

我好像有两个星期多没去走shopping了咯

最近工作超级的忙碌

开始第一天做到现在都没有休息到

可以想象是多累人的事情咯

不过现在在Taman Century的分店确实学了很多东西

我相信回去Taman Johor Jaya的时候

就可以直接帮顾客护理了

压力大到简直是要崩溃

有几次都很想放弃我追求这个职业的念头

不过最后我还是坚持下去

因为有他每天陪伴

我才会努力撑下去

疯了

最近连续三天他都跑来宿舍找我

特地带我去吃宵夜又载我回宿舍

果然他的车是打水的

哈哈哈
虽然我这么说

其实心里也是想念他的拉

这个公司也让我跟他有了很多很多的回忆

所以我更要撑下去

那天公司

叫我们背roadshow卖voucher的东西

晚上*他*来找我吃饭

然后在车上陪我一起背voucher

我限定他在5分钟内背好给我听

他还真的背得出

傻眼

接下来的细节

只有我跟他还有芝柔知道就好

不公开

哈哈

还有一天他带我去兜风

就是海边

我说过拍拖最浪漫的地方就是看海

也是情侣牵手最好的地方

结果他真的带我去看到警察

晕倒

不过最好笑的是那个警察说我 cantik

哈哈哈

可是*他*很kanasai 咯

说太暗了那个警察看不清楚

*你* 记住

不过有你在的每一天才会让我感到安心

因为* 你 *

我才会开始做回以前的乖乖女

Break through any obstacles

recent work exhausted me

from morning till night

no time to rest

more admire is my own attitude towards learning

stations are allowed to sleep out

is simply an exaggeration

maybe the relationship between the work environment

cause I don't mind to seriously study

everyday is absent - minded

everyday laughing

actually come to tis branch after

smile on my face has not appeared

hard to imagine , right ?

day to be very difficult to hear my voice

because it give me the idea of giving up

but I always had patience

if the impulse to give up so

wat should I pursue ideals ?

tough all day long working hours

really want to have a person comfort me after work

I have wanted to continue at least hold out the idea

unfortunately ,

that person can never know

I know he is not entirely my own

he also has his own busy

I don't want to disturb him

to increase his troubles and became his burden

Love is long journey

when I went in front for you

you will also face the direction I came from ?

why do we always caught in between any obstacles

never be able to smoothly go together

sense of each other are identified

the lack of a little bit on

I have been asked to determine the answer you gave me

I know you are embarrassed

I don't intend to make things difficult when you

but I just cannot be

becoz when I want you to accompany me , you were not in

I really want to hold you

don't wan to let go

as long as you're near me

I have only had the power

you know you told me the importance of it ?

then if for you ?

my good sister told me the news today

she said that I changed

suddenly I can order a person to my mind is settled down

becoz he only

I can change the whole character

can even give up

early on the idea of the cause for the heavy strong woman

I really cannot imagine

becoz the boy I love only

I am willing to cast aside

would rather be a good wife and mother at home

Love *

Fight for our happiness

A bit emotional these days

sometimes very happy and very sad at times

I really was a fear of failure of woman

always installed in front of a very strong woman

in fact , my heart is very fragile

I also need someone to care for me love me and protection me

I know he has been with me during tis period

I'm enjoying tis feeling

the strange thing is people are selfish

don't like wat they like to share with others

I think tis is normal thinking

doesn't mean I don't know enough

If it is not Love ,

why do you worry because I'm a word ,

came from home take me to eating dinner ?

every time you set my dormitory after ,

I'm very worried about ur safety on the road

I want u to promise me not driving express but you didn't hear

every time I said I was hungry only an excuse

I just wan to test you do not specifically come to me becoz I'm hungry

the answers is definitely

I don't have any effort

I will cal u came find me

becoz I want to see u and miss u

every time I think about when you come

can stay in that moment of time

although you really are witth me everyday

but I can't feel you by my side

like any where , any time will be gone

the feelings of so many years

nothing like the one my more easily pushed him to the others

but he is not as I don't want give up then ?

I know you even want to avoid hard choices

but I think you can do ?

don't tell me to concentrate on work tat others don't wan to think

do u think tis answer really allow me to accept it ?

If you really don't want leave the pain

I believe I would be a much different

you into my world why can't enter my world ?

I just want to love you don't want to bring trouble

why is it so hard to look ?

For you

moment a lot of sudden changes

settle down with his heart doesn't know

start not like to go Clubbing

not with the other boys started having an affair

in addition you no longer want to accidentally start the boys

beginning to see ur sms , I'll have a very bright smile

I dunno how long tis feeling

but I hope you can do it like me

I'm not greedy

as long as you give me my sense of security

I hope you can see tis blog to give me a definitive answer

before my birthday to get an answer

I hope u are serious about tis question

not escape

can ?

FIGHT our memories *

✖my lovely boy

in tis complex emotions in relations

I finally got a definitive answer

really let me down a big stone heart


I'm relaxed more



No perfect ending

I know we can't solve a problem



I have no way to make decisions for him





even like each other

want to always stay in each other's side

is there anyway to break through tis obstruction ?

the most painful is to love each other but can't have each other







the first time I heard him say tat he cares me

the first time I heard him say tat he likes me

the first time I heard him say tat fear didn't see me



he was very brave to face the first time I raised the question

he choose to ignore the first time





'' 塔罗牌 ''



really very intelligent



I hesitated for a long time last night



don't ask to be a correct answer clearly



becoz I'm afraid my head

so I'm very worried about histroy repeating itself

so I can't expect too much

didn't think tis made me get a very unexpected answer

is moving ? is heartache ? is bitter ?

I think tis includes not tell the reason

I know there are positions in his heart

I really can't imagine

I really dun want to then he pushed gv another ppl

I don't let him leave me

I wan him to have been so good to me

only him one person , accompanied by his

I don't wan to bother other people

To : my lovely boy

I want you to think clearly during tis period

wat your need ?

love has always been selfish

ur mind is who really care about

I thought for a while should be able to get an answer

I hope u can think clearly

don't let me down..

look forward to....

with you finish the unfinished journey...

Love you * 1111*