Jun 29, 2010

Both father and daughter don't need to decorum


Not simple
I am confused on is the day
but feel tat cooking is very satisfying
I can look at the order of the day eating their own cooking
there was a sense of accomplishment in my heart


spent an afternoon
I open the fridge
where to cook in the beginning of the better
I took a cabbage and lettuce
ingredients are anchovies and garlic and onion oil
meat is luncheon meat and pork


my greatest fear is still open gas stove
becoz I am afraid of fire-breathing
a period
I have always dreamed
their time in the gas stove was fire burns face
terrible
I'm afraid of disfigurement


back and forth opening half didn't dare to open
heard the voice of fire
my heart began to speed up
I have the courage
I have been following my own advice
if you have not taken even the first step
how big do you want?
besides just tell you to open gas stove
After persuading
my heart is full of fear
but I bite the bullet and open a direct
if because of this and not open
then I prepared the ingredients do not cook it?


I personally cooked dishes
looks really easy
after I tried
cooking a meal is so difficult





satisfaction
sense of accomplishment
can be seen in the kitchen


just after my dad and I fight
he said nothing but drive the car left
I was sitting on the couch crying
after the tears dried
I told myself
I was not home most aggrieved that the most difficult one
I meet only a small part


Daddy
he should think of ways to
make money every day, to support us, take care of us, cooking for us to eat
he is the most aggrieved family was the most painful one
and he was head of the family


although
I have this feeling a long time outbreak
but every time the end
or down my patience
becoz I know my father is more difficult and more pressure than me


live every day life in the role-playing
such an environment will feel tired
but I can not choose it


daddy said this is the life
I accept
because no one can negotiate your destiny and God

Jun 28, 2010

During the trip missing


Recent period
I hv been following a friend out of running
have no access with my laptop
becoz my computer is not around
without it I accompanied


share with you
my recent whereabouts and programs


suddenly had a new habit
tat is to beat up food with a mobile phone
read the very people the feeling of appetite
is praised
so I always go to Cafe to enjoy afternoon tea



Location: V Cafe & Bakery



tis is their special day dessert
mango Cake
although a small one but very proud




tis is the iron rice spicy seafood + rice
looks delicious
unfortunately
tis is vegetarian food shop



Location: Bukit indah (forget the signs)



tis is Cheese Chicken Steak
delicious to eat really good
only the price a little expensive
and their drink is not very satisfactory
good food


Location: Station one Tun Aminah



tis is a ham and cheese toast
every time I come here to try a variety of bread flavors were
looks good to eat


I guess I was not too much work time
so only go around tasting food
themselves as a gourmet
but now the end of this trip


becoz I want to lose weight
otherwise
everyone says I am more and more flesh



Jun 20, 2010

Overcome their biggest victory


I may not powerful than others
I may not I'm Born with the truth
perhaps I am a person who is not ambition


all not in my hands
I do not change my destiny
tis is not my choice to control
fate has been arranged early
we can only fate


I can only do their best to do things
I'm afraid of being better than anyone look down on others
I have more than worried about my future family


although I always like a look of indifference to their future
in fact, I just worry hidden in the hearts of
things I like to take my own
I don't need to worry about me


although I have no problem with the economic capacity of family
I do not worry about the cost of attending cosmetology courses
but I would like to rely on their outside life


I want to work-study
I know this is a very hard thing
however, I have a very strong mind to achieve
I would also like to be able to earn their own living expenses
after all, further studies are not able to make money
we want to spend a lot of money to test our own back diploma


I don't mean only that the person will not do
give me time
I will do to you to see
what I need is time to prove


the ability to believe in yourself
nothing is impossible
because you are the best

Jun 16, 2010

► accuracy of the decision


like to leave your body belongs to me the mark
have never remembered you never belong to me
if one day you will not like
my life will fall as before
I don't want to live like that
so I didn't give up before you
at least you love me


rainy window
a cup of coffee
know they miss you
how can I expect you to understand
the first is because you don't cry
the first is that experience you laugh
the first smile in tears because they can't have you


since the love
why not say it
something to lose will not come back
what can I say? what?
I can feel your heart ache
you can't tell you the frustration
but you make a show of indifference
the more you more uncomfortable


close your eyes
thought I could forget
but the tears did not fool themselves
I hope you will hear good
because I love you so I let you go


since the birthday of the future
I am concerned about your cool gradually
I didn't hate the old
but love is no longer emotionally attached to no results
I feel silly for a long time
decided not to make their passes so tough


during this period the day without you
really tough start
but I was in between us made a decisive
that is, you are a good choice for me


love
is always a matter of two people


the start of love
need two people open the gate


leave love
the two sides should go all together


had made the choice after
I feel life is no longer affected by any
relieved
since I do not need
go worry about the feelings of so many brave people


as long as you think it is
should go directly to do the best

Jun 14, 2010

► 我 ❤ 19岁生日










人是不是越来越大
就不再会期待生日的来临了?
可能是最近很多烦恼的关系
所以对我的生日也没什么期待

情场不如意
虽然我渴望的没实现
可是还有一些人永远也不会把我抛下
他们就是我朋友
以为毕业后不可能会在再一起过生日了
最后他们还是陪我一起渡过这一年的生日
真的很感动

我一大清早坐klang的巴士赶回来
因为我的姐妹们要帮我庆祝生日嘛
最尴尬的是她们还有做工呢
真的是忙了她们

首先

我们大伙一起去大学城的"大胃王"吃火锅
我第一名我先到
哈哈哈
亏我还是去Johorjaya载了贝贝再赶过去的咧
结果还要我等人咯
之后我们就自己先mam mam了
我很厉害自己拿主意
三张桌子合在一起



然后叫那个服务生
每一个锅都拿不一样的汤:清汤/麻辣/tom yam

过后全部到齐咯
有几个瓜还跟我握手说生日快乐咧
人家生日明明就是13号
结果很多个都是提前跟我说咯

还有几个sms骗我说"吃火锅自己吃,没有叫我"
害我当时还真的是一头雾水
以为他们被放飞机了
结果过后还是有出现拉
鸡蛋糕
耍我

厚~~~



你们看~~~



我们好像第一次那么大班朋友出去咯
看了都爽


再来再来
就是吃完火锅以后
我们向往sutera mall 的K BOX 出发

耶~~~

我们不知道几个人唱K
过后我就在房间抓我旁边的人拍照

阿康 and 我



阿明 and 我

嘻嘻
我没有跟女朋友拍到照片咯
全部男的 ==



过后一个穿白衣的女生走进来
我以为是馨芸
结果左看右看一点都不像
反而很熟悉的背影
之后她转过头面向我
我直接cua到

芝~~~~~~~柔~~~~~~

你做么会出现在这里的?
你怎样来?
你妈妈不是生日吗?
你做么可以出来的?

我很多问题
她却一直用笑来回答我
哈哈
真的是很




十二点到
那个服务生帮我捧着蛋糕进来
全部朋友都唱起生日歌
那一刻很感动也很尴尬
因为很多双眼睛在看着我
而我不懂我要做什么咯

再来就是
进来了一位好久不见的姐妹
[馨芸]
我从SPM考试完毕后就没再见过她了
没想到那天我在Facebook才说想要有男友帮我庆生
她还说我还有她们的陪伴呢
结果还真的有做到哦
感动
她捧了一只很大只的bear bear 给我
真的超级无敌霹雳大只
应该花了不少钱吧
谢谢八姐妹的礼物哦


特地来K BOX 一个小时左右
只是为了要让我切蛋糕
不知道开了那间VIP房间多少钱


过后我们又向往下一站节目
这次的节目有点不一样
我们竟然去夜店庆祝HOLA






wow~~~



更难以相信的是我们的姐妹芝柔也一起去
功劳最大的还是我亲爱的
因为我知道她为了要八姐妹都到齐
一定费了很多心思
谢谢你亲爱的
让你累坏了





hor ~~~~

我永远记住
第一支要我一口气喝完的人就是陈峻泓


不是一杯就是半杯

好样的





混乱当中发生了很多乱七八糟的画面
但是看到那么多朋友一起拍照
真的很
哈哈哈

今年收到了几份生日礼物
让你们破费了真的很不好意思
我都很喜欢
我会好好保留的



★ 第一份礼物是阿宏送的


★ 第二份礼物是峻泓送的





★ 第三份礼物是八姐妹送的




生日的那一天
我玩到隔天早上九点左右才回家
在这生日的期间
我的期待到最后还是落空
因为我始终没有等到我想要的

没关系
但是这个生日也让我领悟很多道理
因为这一天过了以后
我才发现
原来没有他在身边的日子
我一个人也能走下去的
其实我也可以


朋友
因为有你们
让我这一年的生日还是过得多姿多彩




再来就是

谢谢我收到祝福的人
: )


For VIP : 妈妈,Daddy,姐姐,勇峰,勇腾,Nicole,Sze ee,Sharon.


For 女生 :丽凤,文嫣,贝如,恺芸,芝柔,馨芸,婉仪,紫欣,莹双,甜心,薇菁,Ms.Chan,Maggie,
诗羚,诗嘉,咏慧,Yu feng,Jocelyn姐,Xue Tian,鬼小恶,苦密姐,勤勤,Anna,海豚,
Shin ya, Chee ping ping,可柔,Juice xiao zhu,Joan peh,嘉慧,Phyllis,欣洳.





For 男生 :金金,进辉,胜辉,红毛,Mumu,阿凯,家俊,阿宏,阿康,白粉,阿鸡,阿明,阿衡,智豪,南马,
阿忠, 正豪,Alfred,虾,展延,Ah Chew,阿浩,良哥,Eric,汉杰,志超弟,林昌豪,刘小豆,
韦任, Thin Hai,Rex yan,winson,Desmond,Playbook Neo,Lew Chan Sern,
Tan Jia Jun, Wai Boon,Kokoganggang,Kelvan,Revo,Jia ler,孙国骏,瑞玉邱,black ice,
文杰,志扬,martin,vanness,Eros,Richie.








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Jun 5, 2010

► all about my lovely boy



keep me a long time in a book
the commemortive book is very valuable
ss no amount of money can't buy

until now
it also reserves the right next to me
point no damage
shows that I really love it to protect it

tis is the first time I did the most stupid thing
tis book is a lot of secrets hidden behind
I think no one knows but me


I like a simple girl
I always do something for him a fool would do
I didn't think it a waste of time and effort

sometimes looking at it
instead,I would be very sweet and very warm


I copied his message inside each
I remember once I returned home after work tired
but I insisted that the information written on the inside cell phone
so I wrote to sleep
wake up
I saw I was lying sleeping on books
I was lucky in my heart
I could then sacrifice for his


I told him every word I said records inside
I am an idiot
even to chat with him in msn also write down the contents
rr look through chats every day


I recorded his voice over the phone
in fact, tis matter has been a long time
but I still preserved

I remember the time with him
I use a Nokia 6670
after cell phone until I changed
I do not put the phone selling aircraft
for which there is information about me and him
retained to the present
really unbelievable
but true


my memories of him with me to write in it

I get along with him the time, place, process, all written down
also recorded in the phone calendar
of course
even if no records
he was with me the day I will not forget


After days of ups and downs
I thought I could return to his life
But did not realize

during that day can not open
I think patience would also like to give up

patience
because he always stood by my side
there he was around
all the unhappy things can evaporate instantly
his embrace is I have been the most desired
because I am afraid to lose him and the lack of security
I am dependent on him


but the happiness does not always exist a long time
people are not satisfied
I should know very well that he was on my side
but I asked him was more

but let him gradually away from me
at first I was really sad
but I told him to disguise the strong need not accompany me later
I don't want to burden him
let him worry


I have never forgotten you
will not forget your memories
although sometimes difficult to think of it by heart
but I can insist hold on

I do not want to introduce you my heart
dyou remember?
you said that after so many years
you will not be easily pushed me
so now you have reservations about this idea in your mind it?

No matter how tough
I will insist in the end will not give up
I hope you also carry on


we get along process is not fantasy
tat is the real picture
I always have in my mind there
I really can not let go you

painful though
but for me it is a good memory



► I have my own dignity



this moment
I'm no longer part of the Ido's company
position as a professional beautician in my eyes
but I have pushed this opportunity


I don't regret my choice now
becoz I also have my own dignity


I thought that if I try to have climbed the peak of the day
I'm confident I will do
I will not be scared to do it
whether it will
I will not miss any opportunity to try
over time
every day to help customers do care face n slimming


people want to change really quickly
I can hardly believe she will say a lot of nasty things to seriously me


always the identity of apprenticeship apprenticeship
ur work is always just poured tea for customers and clean up the room
wat makes you qualified to talk about supporting and customers
you have to understand your identity
and ur face to the customer to see not a good impression


well
ur words make me look at you
I would let you look down on an apprenticeship
clean sweep of the work is our work
in the face before you scold me
please find out
why do I get this face
also thanks to you the gift
are not you a bit of responsibility


FUCK


I'm not because of economic problems read Beauty College
I chose to do an apprentice
because I want to suffer
been looked down on you
I appreciate your attitude
I received something, then don't say anything left


tis time you are about to face the problem head right
because the temporary attachment can't find people to KL


I leave you, the choice
I want you to know
I also have self-esteem

mot let you insult me lightly

I give this company
doesn't mean I give up the beauty of this industry
someday I will let you know
if not in this company
I can survive


of course
even now I Diuqian go out of the College of a Beauty Diploma
I will also read



the last time wearing the uniform of Ido's
*BYE*