♠ Finally the end of March

Just visit the website at the time,found some very cute pictures,share up to you see.

So FUNNY!!!

Today is the last day of March,coming April,I hope that better life.

Yesterday someone called me,,he told me something to bring it to me,supposed to meet tonight.Finally,I was delayed until Friday night,I don't understand,why every time I don't think the time,he always will suddenly appear? I seem to change his attitude a lot,even he thought I was cold,because I don't want to go their own troubles,he said that if I didn't meet him on Friday,regret is my own.Although I don't know what to do,in the end is what means something to me,but I told him," Whatever you ".

Then I didn't even say goodbye,put the phone to shut.I don't know my attitude is not correct,but I don't want to hesitate so much,I just want a good rest.

Tired,

Good night.

♠ I'll slowly pick up my confidence again

Really tired recently,

I feel exhausted,no time to relax lo.

I hope tis busy time can be to a paragraph.

I want to relax their own good,

heaved a sigh of a long gas.

Recently,

I really better life hard,on my face,

how long didn't show a real smile?

I really miss the smile.

Ago,if not happy,

I can still smile because of a little thing,

but now,

I found not one thing can make me smile,

are not smooth because of any.

Family,

I had no way to spare.

Love,

I could not guess always hovering in the case.

Friendship,

still often disagree.

Business.

I imagine it is not smooth.

Money,

there is no record of savings.

I'm very insecure,

because of my father's sake,

I have wasted even a basic savings.

I don't complain about anything,

I just want to know,

why this year from January 1 to the present,

I don't smoothly,so I really lost in confidence ady.

Whether to do something,

I'm powerless.I've been warning my own.

at this very time,

I can do is a strong point.

I can't admit defeat and can't surrender.

To believe,

as long as the trouble over the things,good things will come.

This is always the reason I hold out,

I know that if I was before,

certainly does not survive so many obstacles.

This moment,

I really think is very strong,

at least I don't want to admit defeat.

My personality is so stubborn,

I don't know is good or bad,

at least I will not easily be defeated.

The feelings,in fact,my biggest problem is not affected,

because hurt,so I want to go like before,

I will maintain the rational mind,becoz I was afraid of any harm.

Sometimes I even don't know,

I really liked,

or is it because I want to feel before transfer to another person,

sometimes think of it,still feel a dull pain in my heart,

I remember that I once loved a man.

because there are too many memories,

there are happy and unhappy,

I want to forget, very difficult,

I just do a special nostalgia.

I don't like the pursuit of new things,

I would like the old stuff.

If you know me enough,

you'll know what normal is to deliberately conceal.

I will slowly pick up my confidence again. ♥

♠ 别在伤口洒盐

快要被遗忘的感觉

不期望任何人出现

不奢求任何的回应

就这样渐渐地被淡忘了

真可笑

每当我决心不再去想

我不想理会感觉有多深

偏偏就是会出现状况

时间过了就是过了

刚开始很不习惯

最终我还是选择做回自己

但却没想到奇迹出现

我不在乎的时候

你总是会突然出现缭乱我

我欣慰

是因为让我知道你的心情

我无言

是因为不想知道你当时的感觉

我犹豫

是因为你突然的出现

我说过

要离开就不要再回来

你回来要让我知道你在乎还是什么

到最终还是换来猜不透

是你爱作弄我

还是你喜欢缭乱我

我搞不懂

那一天

我确实24小时在等你找我

时间过完了

我还是等不到你的简讯

算了

我什么也不再去想

当我知道我在等你的同时

你也在等着我找你

我不知所措

是好事还是坏事

让我知道

你心里还是会在乎

当我听见你的答案

让我很犹豫

我知道会让我很委屈

但是我还是答应了

只为了证明我确实在乎你

其实

我很明白我们是两个世界的人

虽然

彼此了解付出的也比之前还要来得多

但跟我心里的要求

其实还是有些差距

我知道我给自己设下的要求蛮高

但是我却愿意尝试看看

我不喜欢

我的男人要跟别人一起来分享

说真的

我没有那么的伟大大方

不要跟我说一三五二四六

礼拜天在家里休息

因为我就是真的不喜欢

我会答应是我的愚蠢

但是从现在开始

我不会这样做

我始终觉得自己很委屈

很谢谢你

够直接坦白的告诉我

你选择的是两个都要

虽然你还没追到她

我还是可以忍耐

但经过仔细想想

我没有必要忍受这样的委屈

你还不至于我这样做

别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐

一碰就痛

一想就悲

爱一遍教人老了好几十岁

是你让我看清你确实变了

虽然之前把你伤得伤痕累累

但如果这是你的抱负

那么还是过各自的生活更好

我宁愿不要

好了

我要说的也说完鸟

所以呢

学会把任何事情都看淡

最后谁也没办法伤到自己

保护自己

是我应该做的事

♠ Clova‘s Wedding

终于等到这一天的到来

我们八姐妹的(贝如)结婚了

真替她感到开心

最重要的

还是希望你能得到幸福

拥有属于自己美好的小家庭

早上六点半

抵达新娘家

新娘很可爱

她穿着校服化妆

看得我都傻眼了

then

我们姐妹在干嘛

请看看

自恋的人都爱做的事情就是拍照

还有准备整顿兄弟的东西

新娘化妆好了

哇

看到贝贝刚才穿校服和现在的差别

判若两人

真的很美

而且她又很高挑

就连结婚都不用穿高跟鞋了

不然就比新郎哥高了

可是还是很美

接下来

就是全部姐妹跟新娘拍照

我们六个姐妹都有哦

再来就是全体合照

说真的

那个忘记是谁帮我们拍了

拍到我们全部乱七八糟

很不整齐耶

时辰差不多要到了

我们的新娘差不多要出嫁了

准备盖头纱

其实

是不是每个父母都一样会有种感触呢？

贝如的爸爸妈妈

只有她唯一一个女儿

也是他们家里的千金

如今却要出嫁了

可是他们眼泪都没流下哦

不过很不舍得

这些

就是我们准备玩兄弟的东西

那个内裤够美的咯

哈哈哈

还有里面包着wasabi的包子

是自己做的哟

还有两粒鸡蛋

本来要叫兄弟

从左脚穿去右脚的

你能想象

如果穿到一半在'下面'破掉会发生什么事情吗？

够糗的耶

新郎哥终于到了

开始玩兄弟了咯

我相机没有电

很可惜没有录到video咯

看照片就大概知道了吧?

请看~~~

时间很急促

所以我们就赶去新郎家了

根本没什么玩到

一个字 累

晚上七点的喜酒

我们一到就去新娘房看我们的姐妹

厚厚

还是一样的美

最后就等到他们一起出场拉

想到贝贝的表情够好笑

因为全场焦点在他们身上

所以贝贝一走出来

就是一脸不知所措的傻眼

看了都觉得好笑

不过笑得很灿烂是真的

接下来差不多要散席了

晚上和新娘的照片都在摄影师的相机里

我电话议长都没有哝

所以没办法upload上来

在这里

祝我们的姐妹新婚快乐

希望她的bb生出来乖乖听话

也希望他们两夫妻在接下来的日子

都能一起牵手渡过

姐妹

虽然你结婚了

但是我们不会排斥你的哝

哈哈哈

有什么事情

电话24小时为你开着看见你出嫁了

真的很不舍得

但你开心幸福就好

♠ 我爱现在的性格,却喜欢以前的样子

最近比较忙
忙着锻炼手指的柔软度
学些新的脸部按摩和肩膀按摩
没时间喘气

喜欢这张照片

够淑女的

圈发的女人带点成熟野性的魅力

再过不久

我就要去烫回直发了

把头发剪短多一点

太长很俗气

最近的胃口变差很多

想瘦想疯了

改变改变一下 :)

换个发型
换个心情


某一天的早晨
我很久没看过我老爸比我早起身了
更久没煮饭给我带去上课吃

难为我每天早上要自己出外打包

味精多又浪费钱

今天很稀奇的是
他比我早起来耶

还买了一包加料的鸡饭给我

几窝心一下

我还是喜欢吃家常便饭

比较多

那天在家心血来潮
每次想吃汤圆都是妈妈搓面粉弄的

结果这次换我自己来
倒面粉参水搓成面粉

自己来调我要的颜色汤圆

不错好玩一下

哇哈哈

星期二又去了新加坡

结果又是没回家

我们去玩耍

你看你看

我们的酒店是不是很美？

那个toilet都是透明玻璃的耶

够诱惑人

可是我跟芝麻怎样诱惑哦？

> <

疯了

最后我们去大嘴巴唱歌

wow
很久没尽情地唱歌了
结果唱到不舍得走

还加时间呢

总共花了三百多块咯

替某人感到心痛

隔一天

我们做了一件很蠢的事

在Jusco等某人来载我们回家

结果等了4个小时

OMG

我第一次等人等那么久咯

还弄到电话没电

真的是呀

结果

在我要去吃麦当当的时候

他们突然说要到了

我刚刚order的汉堡包被我抛弃了

呜呜呜

有够浪费钱
剩那么多

直接晕倒

我很好

我没事

不用担心我拉

比我想象中的好

至少过了我就没事了
我还不至于爱得那么盲目

八个姐妹

已经有7个名花有主了

就剩下我一个名花无主

哈哈哈

其实也是很特别下

这样才能显得我的突出

嘻嘻

现在

只想慢慢变回以前的我

我喜欢我现在的性格

但我更喜欢我以前的样子

我说的改变是好的方面

并不是坏的
看到我写"以前"的我

朋友竟然跟我说Cabana Go Go Go

我指的不是这方面

好不好

我就是那么奇怪

要玩的时候可以玩很疯

足足三个月报道都没问题

一旦不想玩不想疯了

我就可以完全不再去Clubbing

有时要收

有时要放

因为我知道我还有

很多东西要做

很多东西要学

很多要省钱的时刻

不可以乱花钱

记得那天爸爸告诉我

他最近真的很辛苦

叫我要省着点用

其实我已经节省很多了

少出门

少走街

少花钱

我现在最想做的事

就是减肥

我要变回以前的我拉

有自信
有魅力
有身材

但就是谢绝脂肪拜访 >。<

♠ 把爱还给他

期限
只是找个让自己不离开的理由

爱情就是这样
它让我们时时刻刻都惦念着对方
如果惦念淡了消失了也就结束了

一首歌曲
一段歌词
都会让我想起

我不能左右结果
但我能控制心情

越靠近期限的日子
我的焦急似乎渐渐变少了
其实这样也好
至少这几天让我冷静了很多
才发觉
其实自己比较适合过回单身的生活

辜负了别人的情感
我知道我只是想要转移我的情感
所以试着淡忘很多事
但我知道这也是种伤害
不要在我心里住着某人的时候
说要追我等我陪伴我
有没有想过
其实你只是我的替代品

我的冷漠
爱理不理的态度
并不是我抬高我的价值
你要做我的男人
是不是要准备勇气来忍受我的冷漠？
如果觉得我刁难你
你现在就可以离开
因为我不觉得我现在缺少了什么
除非你有办法取悦我的心
否则你付出要让我感动
是很难的事
如果你觉得很辛苦
现在就可以放弃了

我的个性似乎难以抓摸
我习惯独来独往的生活
我并不会像一般人依赖某个人
我比别人还要怕受伤害
我的性格就是怪癖
我就是那么情绪化


『双子女』

她是带点憨厚的聪明
带点自以为是的狡黠
乐于接受新奇刺激的东西但不会轻易尝试
思想开放，行为相对保守些
宽容很有同情心，有道德底线
爱欣赏美男，但内心很专情
早熟，颓废面具下较天真
恋旧情，还算洒脱
伶俐，敏感，照顾别人感受，宽容，爱自由
对待感情认真，情伤后倾向于生活糜烂一段时间，凡事也挺想得开
生活态度比较好，也倾向于表现出自以为是，倔强的性格
对双子女好一分，她感受到你的真心，起码让你感觉比你对她付出的要多
双子注定是矛盾的，但她并不复杂
就像一个孩子拿了俩面具在和你玩
他乐观的面具下其实是很害怕受伤害的
一旦爱上你了就希望你完全是他的，所以就会付出整个心
我从心底喜欢双子
他们承受了很多在心深处，表面却总是带给人欢笑


我觉得很准
说穿了我所有的个性
或许你能够不相信
但是了解我的人都会发现
我不奢求你来了解我那么多

想念归想念
虽然还没把握把你从心底赶出来
却放在心里最深处
永远不要再揪出来

我不需要任何理由
来逃避来遗忘
我看得开也看很开
唯独就是放不下

放不下
并不代表我不会放

人
还是会有自私的时候
我爱自己保护自己
始终比较多
还会存有一些理智的思绪

一段感情
并不在于一时冲动而开始
而是在于能不能在一起长久
虽然这世上没有长久的东西
但总胜于几个月的恋情

拥有一颗柔软的心
是为了包容更多的爱
如果派不上用场
那倒不如继续存在心中吧

有时候
你会发现
其实自己以后还有很多选择的
并不着急


顺其自然吧 ：）


我的释怀来自我真实的感受


我够洒脱。

♠ Enjoy the food 1 week

This week is the taste in food 1 week.If not wrong,I should be a serious fertility,eat non-stop throughout the week.you guess,how many kilograms I fat?

One day,my dear mum carried me to Tmn U Jusco Secret Recipe.I love the desserts there,especially the cake.In addition to this shop outside,I also like to eat cake at Moonlight.See!!This is my point of Chocolate cake,my mother ate Laksa,Zhi Rou ate Mango Cake.I have not tasted my favorite dessert.Be Happy!!Cost is to increase the weight of fat >.<

One day,I was driving around to buy a lot of material,vegetables,meat.becoz my dear mum came back from Singapore.I was planning to cook a meal routine for her to eat,so that I look at filial piety.The day before,I also because of the Internet to find some information on cooking,go to bed until 4 am it.write a lot of different dishes,materials,cooking methods.

Afternoon,I cooked the '老鼠粉'.Materials are: carrots,garlic,fish,small mushrooms.Phase is not selling well,don't hold anything against it,taste is also good.In fact,a simple meal only lah.HAIYO!!next,black pepper chicken,this dish cooked too little weight,is also my mum ate the most of dish >.<

Night,I cook a lot like food.Sambal Sotong,fried cucumber,sardines,sweet and sour chicken.Is the fastest eating sweet and sour chicken.I'm the only one to eat sardines,my nephew to eat a full plate of cucumber.I like to cook,but my mum always beside me trouble,don't worry!!I will not poison the food la.



I also made ​​a dessert it.Jelly.kiwi flavors and peach flavors.About 25 jelly in the refrigerator,I have showed my father tasted and give teachers enjoy my craft.In fact,is not it good focus,focus is determined to want to learn,I believe that my cooking will progress.




WAHAHA~I like the way my mum didn't get angry,so I have been to coax her happy.of course,she not only didn't lose my temper,feeling good all day.Just as long as you are happy.

♠ SG >> 2 days one night

The morning before the sun has not come out,I got up and ready to proceed to Singapore,and Li Feng,Zih Rou,Wen Yan as to apply for a job.Here,I would say the factory's salary is too far too few?Salary was $ 650.$ 8 early morning system,$ 19 night shift system.I would like to ask how to do?accommodation,food expenses,compared with no way to save extra money.Even if the overtime is just a good $ 1000.but also the arrival of night shift salary calculation system.I and Zih Jiu can't adapt to night shift.Although we are looking for part-time jobs to earn money,but we still have to stick to our principles,after all,is to our future development in the beauty industry,stay up all night is our enemy.Concluded that candidates,Li Feng and Wen Yan pass the exam,I and Zih Rou was with the 50/50,we can choose to stay can also choose to leave.we chose to leave.


Since we have entered Singapore,we take time to walk the rest of the stroll.

First stop (Ang Mo Kio).We go to meet my dear sister.miss her so much.We see a lot of clothes between stores.I bought two dresses,lady type.I love it.Next,we went to'糖水春'eating dessert,where the transaction of food desserts are very delicious.The price is okay,have the opportunity to try.

The second station (Serangoon).Shopping here of the largest (Nexxx).

CAN YOU SEE? There are children inside the top floor of the indoor swimming pool.Very nice.Find a day with my nephew visiting here.He must be very happy.

The third station(Marine Park).Long time did not come to the beach walk,happen to be a time,way to relax it.Blowing sea breeze,will release a lot of people,I feel at least not so boring.We don't see the head of the photos,today is the foot of the album.FUNNY!!Let you guess,I write what the word on the beach :p

The fourth station (Bedok).Middle of the night,we suddenly want to eat durian concept,the results specifically taxi to Bedok to eat durian,Durian is really the grain of gold's.A whole even to $ 50,Super crazy!!! OMG!!!


The next day afternoon,continue our program.

First stop (Lavender).We go there to meet my dear mum.and then go to the nearby shopping mall (City Square mall).We accompanied my mum to buy the two coats.I also spotted two blouses and shirts.my mum want but for me,I saw the price,Expensive.Not to buy.

In the afternoon,we are all hungry.would have to eat Western food,but the fear of fat,so to fill the stomach at food center.These are our points of food and desserts.Take a lot of hours,my feet are pain,cause I had a violent temper.Finally, select the dormitory to sleep.

During the evening,we eat dinner.Point a lot of snacks,noodles,congee,Rojak.Then we take the MRT to back Pekan Nanas lo.19 points sitting to Jurong East.I can only say TIRED!!! TIRED!!! TIRED!!!



Tomorrow hv classes,stop here today.


Soon have to go travel.
Expectations.


Thailand? Genting?

Choose which one is better?

♠ 最熟悉的却变成最令我心痛的

爱
有时候停留
有时候路过
有多少人能够掌控

能够停留多久
能够等待多久
能够忍受多久
能够沉默多久

快乐要有悲伤做伴
如果忧伤之后还是忧伤
请让我微笑地
去寻找一个不可能出现的你

我要你相信
我说的每一句话都会做到
就算有一天我放弃了
并不代表你不在我心里了
我会伪装到看不出我还在意你的样子
那是因为我在保护我自己

我能等多久
我不知道
像现在这样视而不见的等候
是不是真的有结果
我也不知道

从今天起
我不会再去争取见你的机会
你视而不见的态度
我再也承受不起了

很多日子都已经不存在
再见面
它是让我们改变还是忧伤

想说的很多
可是这样的时刻
这样的情形
能留给你的
只有我默默的祈祷
希望你会快乐
如果我的消失和放弃
会让你比较开心
我不会再提起任何关于你的事

似乎像做了一场梦
梦醒了也该忘了吧
我从没想过会让你影响到我心情

思念你
想起你
是痛苦的凄凉的难受的
凄凉得带些凄凉的美
因为你不知道我的感受
心里是多么的疼
你明白吗？

为何你在乎我都成了过去
尽管在你心里我什么都不是了
那些回忆
在你心里都被淡忘了吗？
我做不到
当我一次又一次地想起那些回忆
还是抵挡不了那酸酸的眼泪

记得你

每次卦电话之前

都会跟我说

''我爱你''

尽管我没有回答你

你还是会这样告诉我

我真的想像不到
以前你有多在乎我
犹如我现在在乎你一样
就算有一天
你有什么事情都好
在你需要的时候
我还是会陪在你身边

我说出口了
我就会做到
决不食言

现在的我
真的应该好好整理我的情绪
不该为了你再难过

路还是要走
人还是每天都要过
我不能以悲伤来度过每一天
我该找回自己的

虽然说
以前的我都不再重视感情
有没有伴侣都无所谓
因为我在乎的只有自己比较多

直到你出现
我开始重视起感情
开始渴望你会一直在我身边

这一切
都是我们的缘分吧

以前的我
不会那么在意别人的感受
有没有伤到别人
我都不会去在意
至少我不会让自己难过

现在的我
不但伤害了自己
还让自己难过


真的是


真他妈的够了。


以上只是
纯粹发泄


我并不后悔
你让我找回这种感觉
因为在我身上
这种感觉似乎消失太久
你让我把它找回来了

谢谢你

我曾经在乎过
我曾经争取过
我曾经等待过

也许
你不会看见我说的这些话
至少
我把我心里的话都说出来了



这样就够了。

学习宽恕 ♠ 留笔：琳

♠ The first day of March

New beginning
start planning all over again
bad things have passed away
next
I look forward to the arrival of a good thing


I can't wait to graduate quickly
becoz I want to go out to earn money
recent serious funding problems
let me be stressful


tis world is really money must not
wat s a question of money


heart and emotion
must reply on medication to improve my problem
but is the money problems
delayed the time I take medicine
I think I do not control the drug
I can't accept


I only hope tat tis period
let it emotions better

other things
can ignore to ignore

Kind of love
U know that is suffering
but the pay is not being paid to the mind