Really tired recently,
I feel exhausted,no time to relax lo.
I hope tis busy time can be to a paragraph.
I want to relax their own good,
heaved a sigh of a long gas.
I really better life hard,on my face,
how long didn't show a real smile?
I really miss the smile.
Ago,if not happy,
I can still smile because of a little thing,
I found not one thing can make me smile,
are not smooth because of any.
I had no way to spare.
I could not guess always hovering in the case.
still often disagree.
I imagine it is not smooth.
there is no record of savings.
I'm very insecure,
because of my father's sake,
I have wasted even a basic savings.
I don't complain about anything,
I just want to know,
why this year from January 1 to the present,
I don't smoothly,so I really lost in confidence ady.
Whether to do something,
I'm powerless.I've been warning my own.
at this very time,
I can do is a strong point.
I can't admit defeat and can't surrender.
as long as the trouble over the things,good things will come.
This is always the reason I hold out,
I know that if I was before,
certainly does not survive so many obstacles.
I really think is very strong,
at least I don't want to admit defeat.
My personality is so stubborn,
I don't know is good or bad,
at least I will not easily be defeated.
The feelings,in fact,my biggest problem is not affected,
because hurt,so I want to go like before,
I will maintain the rational mind,becoz I was afraid of any harm.
Sometimes I even don't know,
I really liked,
or is it because I want to feel before transfer to another person,
sometimes think of it,still feel a dull pain in my heart,
I remember that I once loved a man.
because there are too many memories,
there are happy and unhappy,
I want to forget, very difficult,
I just do a special nostalgia.
I don't like the pursuit of new things,
I would like the old stuff.
If you know me enough,
you'll know what normal is to deliberately conceal.
I will slowly pick up my confidence again. ♥