Tomoro coming in April
wat will happen good or bad ?
who can foretell the future
I hopes everything smoothly
whatever respects good
I just hope not let me like now so uncomfortable
let me easiest crying or family problems
only they affect my mood
this month I lost a lot of tears
let me powerless
perhaps family childhood very attention me relations
I can't be ignored family
I'm alone in a drink driving to the beach pontian
I have taken the first step from home
I have tears to cry in the car
dunno where to go
when I am not happy
I just wan to go to the beach
sea breeze will clear a lot of people
at least I will not shed tears
but I have a bad habit
is a bad mood to drink beer
I like to go clubbing
just simple like drinking and dancing
no other reason
I just feel very helpless
why does my dad have the time to reason things outsiders
why don't spend a little time to care about his daughter ?
I dunno tat
I've done things to make him happy
I care so much about his feelings
why cannot he for the first while I feel well ?
I have been patient
patience has limits
you want me to have something on his mind tell you
you will say I get you dilemma
how do you want me to tell you ?
can you understand ?
what I want ?
X not spoiled X
X not money X
X not enjoy X
X not momentum X
what I need is a sense of security
I don't want the rich .
I don't want your sacrifices for our enjoyment .
I would rather do anything .
I am willing to endure hardship .