Apr 28, 2011

♠ Take out of dissatisfied



Walked all day,stroll all day and play all day.Can only use one word to describe me (tired)!I hv long suffered from a bad mood all the way to vent,eat all the unpleasant into the stomach.I hv not take camera to take pictures for a long time.Since hair cut after,tis is the first time.I hv changed?


A bad mood to eat dessert,perhaps better.I ate Mango cake and Mushroom soup at Cs de SEASON.My dear sister point a lot of food,becoz she was taking care of my feelings,let me have a good vent.






Tis meal,Sister spent almost RM90++,the following are sister sites of food,eat good bread.




Watch!!The two of us actually ate so much food,taught me how to lose weight?forget it! forget!Today is the vent out,don't think so much.


After that,We go to see movie."The Roommate",the plot is about a mentally girl in love with her roommate,becoz of love into hate,been the result of her roommate manslaughter,finally,added a sentence,"You're not my friend."I imagine in the not good-looking.


I bought a few pieces of clothes at CS,tis is the first time I did not try to buy,take the sight of love,wat don't hesitate,this is the vent of the phenomenon?Thanks to buy a home under the dress.I spent RM90++.


For dinner,we went to Perling '海番村' enjoy dinner.Select reason here:1.my sister wanted to eat seafood.2. I can catch the ocean breeze.Sister spent RM215 ++ in here,but she was not a complaint,has also been asked if I would also like to eat it?


This is a sister to me peel shrimp.I had tis sister,really happy.I will never forget,talk with me one night turned out to be my sister,she didn't hesitate to let me cry,no one said that any word of comfort,just told me: "cry out''will feel better.


Only she understood,although I choose to leave,but I was actually still love him,but I think this decision may be good for us all.No one knows,in fact,I see a lot of open,but he is still in my heart.


Apr 26, 2011

♠ The end of a quiet



I thought this is the beginning of happiness,but in the end virtually all of this quietly.At least I have a clear conscience.

In this relationship,I continue to sympathize with you and accommodate you,ur patience,and you done for me?I don't regret not blame me for the retreat,why are you able to have the heart to do this to me?I really do nothing in your heart is not it?I said:''Don't let me down completely for you,if I choose to leave,I would not come back.''


Many people told me,tis relationship was not easy, don't easily give it up.who knows,deterioration between us makes me more afraid,even a lot of time,I have chosen to open one eye,close one eye.For wat?just want to maintain the protection of this feeling.When you change attitude cold,I told myself:''You busy,I can't willful.Are you tired,so there is no accompany me.''These I can tolerate,but even once you rest for two weeks,can't accompany me?wat is a friend instead of the first row.Do you really understand it?Many people always say that I'm angry vexatious,but the story behind,who can understand?


Before making this decision,I hesitated for a long time,tis feeling is my long-awaited dream,I really want to hand draw period?In the future I will be regret?my heart really tough,don't regret falling in love with a you.I just feel that they are blind,even in the same person who fell so much back,don't put my trust in you,as a tool to deceive me,I will be very sad.


Love is painful,especially the one you love even more than other.I believe tat being loved is happy,feelings can gradually build.Next time,I decided not to love others.I let someone else love me have more cost-effective.I'm very pleased.I'd ignore that some of the people,in fact the most concerned about me.I forgot to look back,fortunately, you still by my side with me.In the time I need comforting.


If you can't give me wat I want,then don't reuse any reason to retain me,in tis quiet way to leave,don't ask for any reason,as a dream.Loved someone so hard,even if we can come together,I think the days should also not be very good.A person's pay is not enough,don't say to you timeI'll give you the time is too much ady.



The people around,we all thought tis time would be very happy very happy,but unexpected.As the story of the protagonist's you and me,but wat about this feelings?social realities,good fairy tale has not appeared.Don't be naive!


My good friend told me:''He doesn't value you,is his loss,becoz you are a willing to pay for the feelings of a woman.You are not afraid of pain,you are not afraid of suffering,know how to take care of themselves,very independent,you can handle anything,need not always dependent on men.''Becoz I was too good strong,so tat I don't need to accompany it?I'm also a woman,I will have time to want to be care.Too perfect,look no defects.Too many shortcomings,look bad.Wat reason?



I cried,
becoz to leave you.


I laughed,
becoz I'm free now.♥


Strong appearance not easily be hurt,why meet you,I once again surpasses even fragile?


Apr 22, 2011

♠ 爱你七分,保留三分




女人用一辈子下赌男人
讲的是智慧
但最后还得靠运气

两个人在一起
互相信任真的很重要
不要总是疑神疑鬼
不要总是往坏的方面想

你要知道
是你的就是你的
如果不是你的留在身边
迟早还是会离开的

睁一只眼闭一只眼
是在爱情里最好的表现
不要吵不要闹
就用冷静来面对

这才算是包容。





感情要稳定下来

必须这么做

否则

来则快 去则快

摊开心中所有的困扰
最后我得到的是解脱
因为我们都彼此信任
相信这段感情并不容易结束
我们都在学习

因为有你
我才知道什么叫做忍让
至少我知道
我们都在为以后而努力过每一天


有时候不能爱得太深
爱你七分
保留三分

不要爱得走火入魔
刚刚好就够了






星期三的那一天
我终于去看到电影了
The ghost must be crazy
不错好笑一下
只是故事结局
我看不懂什么意思
不是很推荐拉




接下来
我要关注The Roommate 和 Red Riding Hood
恐怖片来的
但好像不错好看


推荐!推荐!

Apr 19, 2011

♠ I want a sense of security



Behind every happy,always hide a lot of people don't know the secret.still believe,as long as a firm decision to boil down,we will be happy.Although sometimes I want to go,not hesitate to leave you again,but I don't want let go easily.So many years,I don't want to let their own regret.I said:"If you let me leave you again,you must let me thoroughly disappointed.Later after,I will not believe you,will not be back,because you let me see through it all.Finally,I'm glad that you said you would not let me down.Remember you said.


Tat her presence will cause problems between us,I believe tat everything will change,I suspect that's not wrong,her appearance will be make you feel confused,I don't want to ask so much,I want to give each other to calm down,don't want to trouble you have been feeling.because I love u so I believe you,I believe you will not let me down.


Not always accompanied,so I cherish every minute,even if you spend a little less,I feel lonely.Even the cranky all day and anxiety,would discourage me.want to let go of the idea,has been reminding myself to believe you.


I believe tis is just a torment,spent will be all right as long as,I learned to no longer be dependent on you,even if you are busy working or after work,I will not ask you to always accompany me.Us the way,morning wake up a calla phone call before going to work,a phone call after work.Perhaps the beginning,I really don't like the companionship,but now,enough for me.


Less of sweet words,let my heart feel uneasy.you sometimes also deliberately perfunctory.In fact,I just want u to care about my feelings more.sometimes deliberately drink wine,I'm not a mind want to make you angry.just a little more concern to you.


I want a sense of security,Is not at all complicated,being simple enough.I ask for much,as long as you make me feel at ease,I'm willing to listen to you.



Apr 18, 2011

♠ 吃。是一种乐趣



最近



根本就是在增肥


好不容易控制胃口小了


但最近又来大吃了



都是某个人


说肥又没关系拉


害我一直吃


根本忘了要减肥这回事




OMG




某一天夜晚


我很勤劳的


煮了一碗面给某人吃


不要怀疑


不是Maggie面


是药材汤+伊面



其实


为心爱的人


煮碗热烘烘的面汤


会有幸福的感觉

尤其是

看着他把整碗面吃完


心里感到很窝心


我特别喜欢为另一半下厨 :)



某一个晚上


我在Jusco买了三粒甜甜圈


这次唯一不一样的事


我竟然没买草莓口味的


平时我最爱吃草莓口味的


今天却换了口味尝试看看


我最近中了Starbucks的毒


尤其是他家的Green tea ice blended


我超爱的咯


一个星期喝了两次


哇哇哇

那种感觉很爽


但是很贵哝


可是不用我出钱


嘻嘻




还有他们家的甜点



本来我要全部吃看看的

但我怕肥

所以宁愿拍起来看看就好


忘记哪个晚上

我去Sutera mall的The Curry place吃晚餐

东西不错吃

我吃了Grilled chicken steak

价钱还算公道

可以去吃看看哦



这个是之前有人做给我吃的

一直没机会upload上来

但过去了

还是把它当作回忆给记录起来



寿司大餐

有一天吃得很饱

却被一只猪拉去吃寿司

结果吃不完打包回家

哈哈哈



好了

这个星期就是一直吃

再吃下去

我吃早变成母猪




幸福 得来不易 你要珍惜 我也会珍惜 。

Apr 15, 2011

♠ 焦虑不安


因为太过在乎

让自己每天心里焦虑不安

我是不相信你

而是害怕你的忽冷忽热态度

其实我知道是你做工忙


我能够体谅你工作

但却只能藏在心里

我很害怕

却不敢告诉你

我只能胡思乱想


你的话总让我犹豫

我该相信还是不相信

为什么总觉得你很痛苦

我该怎么做才好


幸福都是短暂的

我从不否认这句话

你问我

跟你在一起以后会不会后悔

既然我决定跟你在一起

我就不会后悔

毕竟是我自己的选择

不要担心自己没本事

让我吃苦

我并没说我吃不起苦呀


在你心里我算什么

称不称得上你心里重要的人?

我在等你好好的爱我

给我安全感

当你不在我身边的时候


那一天

等你放工回来煮面给你吃

那种感觉很窝心

你说过要就一起煮 不然就轮流煮

我在等你煮给我吃


我生气你

并不是因为你陪着朋友

而是你难得休息都没时间陪我

我很开心

你知道我生气了

还是半夜赶来找我

只因为一句怕我不开心

当时我真的很想哭

是你先答应要来找我

但你却骗我说跟朋友去唱歌

电话里头的我很无言

你才慢慢告诉我

你到我家门口外面了

你说这是个惊喜

这惊喜

差点弄到我很失望快哭出来了



我相信你说的每句话

但你要实际做给我看才行

我不想你只是口头上说说而已

不要让我失望


只要你说

我都会相信你

但真的不要骗我


你说

经过了以前

以后你会更加的珍惜

说了就要做到哦


我把那焦虑不安的心情收起



或许是我太过依赖你

我会尽量不去胡思乱想的

我会学习做到



我的焦虑不安

其实是因为

她时时刻刻突然找你的关系

并不是你的问题



我会害怕


我会担心


那是因为我在乎。

Apr 12, 2011

♠ Just now



开心

那是因为有你一直陪在我身边


窝心

那是因为你对我的关心


胡思乱想

那是因为害怕你突然消失


失望

那是因为电话响起不是你


你让我觉得烦恼

因为我越来越依赖你

每天都想要你陪伴


知道你很疲惫

为了陪我

多累你放工还是会赶下来找我

你的话

总是让我觉得很贴心


没错

我很喜欢现在的生活

同时

我也很害怕

这只是短暂的快乐


心里还是很害怕

不知道是为什么


我总在提醒自己

别动不动就胡思乱想

不要一直无理的要你陪伴

要学会体谅你



我很努力的在学习。


却发现

只要你几个小时都没回我msg

我的心就开始乱了

担心这个担心那个

我不敢告诉你


假如我提的每个梦

你都觉得沉重

我还能做些什么

是放手或泪流


我很开心

因为你带你姐妹下来找我喝茶

这是你第一次主动带我认识你朋

友心里感到窝心



相爱容易相处难



我很怕忽冷忽热的态度

那种感觉很难熬


我不敢想象以后会是怎样

只希望我们会像现在这样





我不想再受伤




真的。




请你好好珍惜我

Apr 8, 2011

♠ As long as you're around


Every moment,is the beginning of happiness.As long as you around,every minute of feel blessed.I hope you have been able to take good care of me like this.



Although we can not see each other all the time,but the heart of each other's thinking about is getting deep,I want you to always accompanied by my side,however,I have learned to sympathize with ur busy.I have to be good,listen to you.



Every time I see you.Heart.I felt quite distressed,not because of our experience so much,but know you are very tired,didn't take a rest after work yet,to come my house take me out.you have been denied your tired,but I know you're tired.



Experienced so much,finally,we didn't expect to stay in each other's side.really imagine that now will not change.because I know now that we both care about each other.Establish our good relations.



You need some time,



I'm willing to give you.

Apr 6, 2011

♠ 窝心



简单的一句关心问候


我已经很足够


太容易满足是我的个性


只要让我感到窝心


我就会快乐。♥




谢谢你


让我找回了自己的微笑


不再犹豫什么


因为我知道我要的是什么。♥




你的关心


让我感到很温暖


真的。♥

Apr 5, 2011

♠ I want a chaotic digital clock
















Life seems a little easier,that is becoz I'm learning to be happy,although will not let what is happening around me happy,but I learned the joy of contentment,even if it is a small thing,I should feel contented is.


Since met with you after,heart of the grievances and discontent seems to be you to the dissolved,this is the reason why I'm pleased.becoz of ur presence.You are in my heart for so many years,they are still so important,is such that.


Please forgive the idea I want to disappear,I want a chaotic digital clock,I tried something in this world,I'm exhausted.Don't want to compromise,not nostalgic,I want to be ur side.Can you let us do it all again?


At this very time,


I want to do has always been there for you.


when you need me.


I'll be there.♥

Apr 4, 2011

♠ 欣慰



很久不见的人

总以为没见面就会被遗忘

我发现

事实上并不是如此


相见的地点

相见的场合

似乎是我没猜想过的

但却发生了


以为不联络断绝了消息

就能打从心里彻底的忘记


最后

我发现

转了一大圈

最终

还是回到了原点


我很不愿意相信

一个曾经很用心追我2年的人变了

他变得让我觉得害怕

因为他很忍心的对我残忍

我可以忍受一段时间

但是我知道

我忍不了很久

我容忍不了他对我好

同时也对另外一个女生更好

我接受不了


如果你要说我玩你

我很想说

是谁在玩谁

我真的不知道

我让你好好珍惜

不珍惜是你的事情了

我突然的放开就不会逗留


有个姐妹告诉我

旧爱还是最美的

我并不否认

至少他让我开心过也伤心过

我觉得很欣慰

在你这样对我无情的同时

他突然出现

让我心里觉得很安慰

至少你跟我没联络的这段期间

你还是出现了


有时候

我真的很想相信

这是不是缘份

为什么每次在我很绝望的时候

都是你出现在身边

就算看着你什么话都不说

心里还是能够撑下去


你问我能不能补偿?

怎么补偿?


我说不出口


看着你心情很down的这时候

我想我没办法给你些什么

但是

却愿意陪你渡过这个非常时期


你要好好照顾自己身体

知道你心情不好会去喝酒

但是身体不好还是听话点吧


一直以为

没有我在你的生活里出现

你会过得很好

所以逼自己忘记你

不要让任何一个人再受任何伤害

你却说这段期间你过得并不好



不管以后会变成怎样什么身份都好







永远是我最在乎关心的朋友





虽然





我想做的不只是朋友.